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Fade Away Again, Chapter 17

 

A/N: Never thought you’d see this one, huh?  I’m shocked, myself.  We’re back to single-narrator chapters, now that the battle is over.  Once again, the timeline of this chapter starts during the previous chapter, which, in case you’ve forgotten in the intervening years, was the Giles interlude.

 

 

Jezzie )

 

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Fade Away Again, Interlude: Giles

 

A/N: This needs edits, but I figure y’all are just as likely as I am to catch any errors.

 

 

 

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Fade Away Again, Chapter 16

 

A/N: Look out, world; I’m posting this again. Please, let me know what you think.  Special thanks to draconin for advice & encouragement.

 

 

Wesley

 

 

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New Laptop!!!!

Also, replacement Kindle has finally been granted to me.  God bless the very slow, highly methodical people at Amazon, with all their 10 billion questions about what I was doing with it before it broke, for coming to the correct conclusion that it was totally not my fault as the little thing was overly-breakable.

Still working around iPod issues, but that will be settled with the purchase of a new one when I finally blow my stack and get sick of fighting with it.  I guess between now and year's end.

FAA 15 - Does anyone remember Fade Away Again??  I think the last time I posted was Jan or Feb; I can't believe that was nine months ago.  How the time has flown.  Anyway, it's just about ready to finally post, and I started the Giles interlude that comes after it.  If anyone has time to read, drop me a line.  The updates to this one have been so utterly sporadic, I have no true measure of ongoing interest in it, other than a review or two for each chapter.  My own fault for not being dedicated, I know, but then I enjoy my RL just as much as I enjoy fandom.

I bought witch shoes, so that in case I hated the viking costume when it came, I could just wear black and be all set.  I wore the witch shoes to work today.  I'm actually waiting for someone to comment on them, to see what kind of response I get.  PS on shoes - When I was the green and brown fairy last year, I was going to order these 'Roman Style' thigh high boots, but they were not in the budget, and I ended up wearing a pair of gold pumps I already owned.  I bought the same boots to go with the viking costume (sidenote: I need to stop wearing so much brown) and they are FABULOUS.  Seriously, even with my fear of the cold, I found myself regretting that I had bought a long skirt, because it will cover the boots.  I'm considering splitting the sides.

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I finally calmed down a little after my Saturday rant and realized I was being a brat, and got over it.  Thanks to all for not calling me on it.

So, I actually wrote a little this weekend.  FAA 15 is under construction once again!  Was wondering if anyone has time to read it over for me.  If you have a few minutes, please let me know.  And specifically, if you have any input on how a teenager's speech pattern would shape up if she were raised partially in the UK and partially in the US, I would appreciate being allowed to pick your brain.

Also, I got an awesome toy this weekend; an electronic bubble wrap keychain!!  Yeah, you knew I was a dork, right?  It's not like I was fooling anyone around here...

Still wondering if I should risk the fickle muse by forcing myself to work on other documents, or if I should just stick with the one that I'm most desparate to finish and put what little time and energy I have into that.  We'll see.

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I not only managed to complete every work-type task that got thrown at me, I also started FAA-15.  

I take it as a good sign, in that I'm actually motivated to get to work on it, and I have a clear (or at least pretty clear) path of progression that will get me to the end of my tale.  The thing that kept me from starting this chapter a week ago was that I wasn't exactly sure which section needed to be written first to advance the plot.  Once I figured that out, it was a piece of cake to jump in.

This chapter, I hope, will flow more smoothly than the last few since it's wrap up and mythology, and doesn't have so much battle choreograpy.  I was struggling through the battle scenes; considering they went on for 3 chapters, it was not my happiest writing experience.  I think I did them justice, but it was hard.  Then again, one of the reasons I enjoy writing fic so much is the challenge.  

So, barring unforseen weirdness, I'll have another chapter of something for you guys soon.  Keep checking this space, and my page over at ff.net.
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 Seriously, what are you doing reading this?  Move along, move along.

*blinks*  Oh, you're still here, are you?  Well, I suppose I'll just ramble a bit, until you get bored and move off.  

FAA 14 went up last week as you may know.  It'll go up at ff.net and Spuffy Realm sometime in the next few days. 

Christmas was fun.  Quiet, lots of family time.  I was glad I made time for old friends on Saturday, because on Sunday morning I woke up SICK with some kind of stomach bug.  My sister-in-law and niece were also SICK, but with head colds.  We all should have just stayed in bed and drank tea.  When they finally braved the weather on Christmas morning to come visit, they were all snotty etc., but it was good to see them. Now the tummy ick has cleared off, but I think I'm getting the cold they had.  It's a shame that Merae is so friggin' adorable - it would be a lot easier if, when she gave me the pouty face and said "up" I could reply "no, I'm not picking you up, you little germ infested snot-ball".  No, like a dope, I always fall for it.  "Oh, the poor baby is sick, she needs a cuddle."  And I cuddle, and then I spend a week being known as 'oh sick and dying one'.

I have gotten no writing done since the big push to finish FAA 14 ended, but that's to be expected; I always have at least a week after I finish a chapter of FAA where I can't start the next one.  This is likely the reason updates have been so sporadic.  It's a shame, because the office is nice and quiet at the moment, it would be the perfect time to get stuff done.  Or, I could just sit here and blow my nose a lot.  Whichever.

 
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I'd like to take a moment to thank everyone who's stuck around for this story, and for all of the support I've gotten on this fic.  Enjoy! Edited 3/30/11.

Summary:  The Battle ends.
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Spike

 

Most of these demons we've been fighting aren't any tougher than what you'd normally meet on patrol. The trouble is in the sheer volume of them, and how long we've been fighting. And then, of course, there's the occasional really big nasty. Nothing like Glory, mind, but definitely some challenges. For example, the damn dragons.

 

Peaches got two of them before he went down; as though that's not irony, him wanting to slay dragons rather than leaving them for the Slayers. We've still got another overhead, and though it hasn't breathed any fire yet, we do know we can't ignore it for long.

 

But, excuse us for being a tad busy with the giant at the moment. Right, so. I don't actually think it's a giant; the one earlier was almost twice the size of this, and wasn't as green. Too damn big to be a troll, though, that's for sure. Might be an ogre. Never seen one of them in person before. As I'm trying to remember my over-a-century-old training in demon identification, the blasted thing takes another swipe at me, and I'm forced to throw myself out of the way. Which has the advantage of taking out a large tan demon who was standing behind me, but causes me to crack a rib as I land awkwardly atop a pile of demon corpses. Bloody giant-whatever-the-fuck. I'm gonna really kill it now.

 

As I'm figuring how to give it a proper death, the thing retreats, and I gratefully take on the next demon, and the next…I fight my way through the mess for quite a while, sometimes aided by a Slayer, sometimes not. I don't remember the last time I stopped for blood; one of the girls killed a Crancik earlier and I took a few sips offa that, but I'm not up to snuff and I know it. Fortunately Merry is back; I know that if I have to duck out a mo she'll keep an eye on Laurie for me. Little Red is still hopping about, killing things and making room for more bodies as she goes. Someone's gotta bloody well keep an eye on the loopy little thing; daft bint's nearly had her head lopped off twice now while she was concentrating on moving corpses.

 

I watch her from the corner of my eye as she piles the demon dead out of our way, as I keep a careful watch on anything that might be trying to attack us. It takes me a few seconds standing there at the ready before I realize nothing is coming, and I relax and look around. Illyria is farthest to the front, Wes not far behind; both locked in heavy combat. Laurie is casually doing her thing, and Merry finishes up the one she'd been fighting, only to realize there isn't another to replace it and stumble.

 

That's when I notice the glow. Even with vampire eyesight, the rain and the glare from whatever the hell that is combine so that I can barely see it. All I can tell from here is that it's large, emitting a pinkish-gold glow, and the evil nasties I can see between us and the light are frozen in…Terror? Confusion? Hell if I know. As I stand there staring, trying to figure out what in blazes is going on here, Merry and Connor come up behind me.

 

"That's either really good, or really bad." The boy states, frowning into the rain.

 

"It's good." Merry mutters, stepping delicately past me. "Willow's doing it. Willow and Elise."

 

It occurs to me as she continues to walk, that I have no idea what would happen to one of the Slayers if they got caught in that thing, so I grab her and haul her back before we get the chance to find out. She fights me for a second, then calms and leans against me for a second. "Sorry." She mutters in my ear…Or maybe it just seems like she's whispering; I can't seem to hear much of anything at the moment. "It's a portal; it's attracting the demons into it, sucking them in. Guess I was a little too tapped into my not-so-human side there for a minute."

 

"Good thing Peaches is inside, then; his is never far from the surface." My response is reflexive, and I regret saying it when I catch a look at Con's face, but it happens to be the truth.

 

To avoid the confusion and hurt on the boy's face, I back up and assess where everyone is and what they're doing. In the absence of Angel, Wes seems to have taken over the ordering people about. None of us is tightly engaged at the moment, and he's taking the time to run about and direct everyone. He takes a blonde Slayer I haven't met out of the crowd, and sends her back towards the Hyperion, then pushes everyone else in my direction.

 

After a few minutes we're lined up just about back where we started this fight…When was it; two, three days ago? Except that we've made a few staffing changes, it's like déjà vu. None of us are in such good shape as when we began, but we're all hanging on. The three notable exceptions - the injured Slayer, Gunn and Peaches - I push from my mind. No sense wasting attention on that.

 

It seems now we've collected ourselves, the remaining demons have as well. Those who stood between us and the portal have begun to turn around and come back this way. Most of us are on the same page about finishing this up; we begin to move as one towards the portal and the oncoming demons.

 

It's not quite the shoulder-to-shoulder swarm we've been up against, and soon Illyria has pushed several feet ahead of everyone else, cutting a wide swath through anything she can reach. Connor is keeping pace with me and Laurie, though he still looks a mite distracted and upset; after a few minutes Penny dashes up and sends him off, taking his place in the front. I know Wes is somewhere behind us, cleaning up whatever sneaks past, or possibly covering that side alley.

 

We keep pushing forward as we cut the demons down. Some are easy to kill; we just reach out and cut them down as they try to flee the portal. Others are still fighting to win; Illyria almost gets hurt going toe-to-toe with a frantic demon attempting to flee the alley. Blue pulls it out in the end, though.

 

I'm starting to think we'll all see the end of this battle; that the worst has already happened, and the LA crew is about due some good luck…When that damn giant demon of indeterminate type comes back, looking to mow most of us down as he beats a hasty retreat from the portal that's swallowing the remaining nasties. We're all made to do some creative dodging to get out of its way, and it would've just taken off into the city except that Illyria lunges and takes it down at its knees. It's not all that much smaller kneeling, and not one of us can get a killing blow in; its heart and lungs are too well protected by the giant arms, the head is far too large to chop off quickly. One of those saws they use to cut through redwoods would be incredibly helpful at the mo. The Slayers managed to get that giant earlier somehow, though, so we can do this.

 

A flick of a big green wrist sends Penny back into me, and as I catch her and set her back on her feet, I'm close enough for a short conversation. "Happen to see how they took down that giant, earlier? Might be some helpful pointers there."

 

She throws a ferocious look over her shoulder at me as she pulls away. "We flattened it using magicks and arrows, then Wes made it stick to the ground. The other demons squashed it getting to us."

 

Okay, and we're swinging at this thing with swords the size of its fingers why, exactly? "And you can't do that again?"

 

"If either of us had any real power left, we'd be up there helping Willow. I might be able to take a small rodent down at this point, but nothing that huge."

 

Bloody fuckin' hell. Well, better get back in there, before it gets away for good. We separate and jump back into the fray just in time; Laurie's got the thing by the hand, weighing it down so Wes can hack off whatever he can reach. Probably just a few fingers. Not sure what that's gonna do, but I guess every little bit helps. While they work the left hand, Illyria and Merry are covering the right side, trying to get under its defenses and avoid getting hit by its mace. Which must leave us the center.

 

Penny is obviously far quicker than I am right now; she's already got her sword in the thing's gut, but she's having trouble pulling it out, and I'm about to go help her when the damn thing shakes Wes off its left hand and reaches for Penny, swinging Laurie off into the air. I rush after the flying Slayer, trusting Wesley to help the other. Manage to get myself under her before she hits the building wall or the pavement, and I can feel my cracked ribs break fully, but at least Little Red is okay. She's probably bruised and cursing an impressively blue streak, but before I can finish setting her on her feet she's hopped down and taken off into the battle again. I head after her, ignoring the ribs, worried that she's fighting angry. Fighting angry makes you sloppy, and we can't afford that; we're already down three, possibly four, fighters.

 

Illyria and Merry have somehow gotten the mace out of big green ugly's hand, and they're putting all their effort into hacking it off. The whole group has been dragged a good fifteen feet farther from the portal, but impossibly we're all still on our feet, and my injuries are likely the most serious. Though the Watcher and Penny are bleeding in interesting new places.

 

I dropped my sword running for Laurie, and my axes are long gone; right, need a weapon. Looking over the dead demons littering the alleyway, I find a big-ass thing, looks like a machete. Yep, that'll work. Taking up the oversized sword, I jump back in, ramming the sword into the big nasty just below where Penny's went in earlier. The problem is, the damn hide and tendons are too strong. That's why we haven't gotten anything but fingers chopped off. Even the extra-large, wide sword I grabbed sticks in the demon's stomach. It gets some attention, though; a large green hand swipes at me, and I hit the ground to avoid it, throwing a few kicks at the kneecaps while I'm down there.

 

Once someone else draws the hand's attention, I pop back up and run to get another sword. Wes is already there searching through the corpses for more weapons, and I help him out seeing as my eyesight is better and all. We collect five swords and a quiver of crossbow bolts before we head back. The girls and Illyria have held their own admirably, though Blue now has a nasty gash down the side of her face.

 

I start by flinging myself into the highest jump I can manage, and stick a sword between its ribs. The demon lurches forward while I'm in midair, and I have to grab onto its clothes to avoid being thrown to the ground and trampled. Since I'm up there, and so far the giant pillock doesn't seem inclined to pluck me off and toss me away, I call for a weapon. Wes tosses up a sword, and I climb further up, hoping to stick the blade into its throat and finish this once and for all. Turns out, I'm not the only one who had that idea. As I get high enough to see over the shoulder, I spy Laurie hanging on the demon's back, a knife clutched between her teeth. Luckily for us both hands, sans most fingers by now, are occupied with the others, and we manage to reach the neck without being knocked off.

 

Before I can form a plan where we won't stab one another while trying to kill the ogre-like demon, she takes the little knife from between her teeth, and slams it into the jugular vein. Doesn't make much of a dent, and it pops back out right away; but it's pushed out by the flow of blood, so that must be a good thing. Also a good sign, albeit a painful one, is that the thing has started screaming rather than roaring. Working on a hunch, I direct her with hand gestures to move back, then stick my sword into the same hole the knife came from, aiming for the spine. I might have nicked it, but it's hard to tell 'cause the sword gets lodged in the demon's thick neck before I can push it in very far.

 

Must've hit something good, because the demon; which has fought through our entire attack, pulling us along as it moved, is suddenly swaying on its knees. I can hear the clanging of weapons below me, and feel movement, but I'm still leaning on the sword trying to press it home; the only person I can see is Laurie, who is trying to work another knife into the thing's shoulder and put an arm out of commission.

 

The wavering becomes more pronounced, and I realize Little Red and I are swinging 20 feet in the air, and the demon's liable to land on one or the other of us at any moment. "Oi!" I yell to get her attention. "Get down, I think it's gonna fall!" I'm moving again, climbing as quickly as I can across fabric made slick with blood and rain, hoping I get close enough to do her some good.

 

"It's not dead yet; I need to make sure it's dead. I can jump off, it'll be fine." Famous last words from the defiant teenager; the demon leans dramatically to the side, shifting both of us so we're barely hanging on and unable to get any traction.

 

Frantic now, for no reason I could explain, I grab the little girl with the hand that's lost its grip on big green; twisting the other into a strap to keep me attached. I look around enough to catch sight of a mess of blue hair, and call out for her. "Blue, catch!" I push as hard as I can, fighting against the sway of the demon as it falls to earth and Laurie's determination to stay right where she is. I make it, barely; managing to throw her free into Illyria as the angle of the world shifts. There's a rush of air as I fall, and then I make impact. There's maybe a second between the time I hit the ground and when the demon falls on top of me. I'm aware of both impacts; the sounds of breaking bones, the splash of rainwater as I hit a puddle; and the incredible pain. The only thing close to this I can think of was when Glory had me. Then, there's merciful darkness, as the pain carries me away.

 

Elise

 

Willow's casting is like nothing I've ever seen. First, she settles down on the floor of the fire escape and meditates. If you concentrate, you can sense the energy she's drawing through herself. When she's done meditating, she stands against the railing, grabs my hand, and begins to chant. I can feel my power connecting to hers, like a lamp plugged into a wall socket; there's a current running through me that connects to her, and it draws energy out of me.

 

Connor ditched us almost immediately with a promise to be back soon. For the moment, it's just us girls on the fire escape, with a bird's eye view of the action and everyone else down on the ground.

 

Willow's focus is on the rift the demon horde is emerging from. As near as I can anticipate, she's turning it into a vacuum which will stop the tide and suck the demons back in. When I feel the pull through me as she saps more energy, I know I'm right. The dark area hiding the world beyond the alley is lightening, becoming more stable, and fewer demons are getting through. At first it's hard to see the changes because of the rain, but then the rain is no impediment to our vision; neither are the buildings or the demons. We see every aspect of the portal clearly; we know where the demons are coming from, and we know how to send them back.

 

There are human police, and a group of demon fighters on the streets at either end of the block. Few demons have attempted to go around the battle; that must be where the ones coming in through the side alley came from. The humans are making an effort to keep anything from getting past them, even if most of them don't understand what they're fighting.

 

As another surge of energy pulls out of us for the casting, the portal begins to suck demons back inside, expanding at the same time. It leaves the buildings untouched, but when one police car tries to herd the demons towards the portal, the car is sucked in as well. Whoops. Thankfully, the other humans get the message and back off. We worry that we won't be able to retrieve the humans if we wait, but we can't divert our attention from the portal, or it will return to spitting out demons.

 

The portal is fully reversed now, sucking the demons back in; but it's taking a lot of energy to keep it working in our favor, and also keep it from expanding too much and swallowing the humans as well as our people. We need more power, so Willow can focus her energies on holding the spell together. We call out for Miss Penny, fully understanding now why we needed Connor up here. Her concentration isn't with us, and it takes several minutes for the plea to be heard; by that time the portal has expanded even more, and the demons left in the alley are running scared, straight into our fighting force. It takes Miss Penny a while to get to Connor and send him up here; by the time he arrives we're starting to feel woozy.

 

Without either of us breaking our concentration he's suddenly got us by the hands. The rush… We don't know if we were that tired or if he's that powerful, but feeling him flowing through us is like nothing we've ever been part of. I lose my focus for a moment; there's only the power flowing through me, and I'm not weakened anymore, I'm stronger than I've ever been. Then there's a sharp mental nudge from the others, and I put my focus back on the portal.

 

Our Slayers below take down most of the demons running from the portal before they can get away; a few escape the humans and flee into the city. The Slayers get stuck in pitched warfare with a green demon, and rather than join the fight several other demons flee past them. Only one attempts to get through the barrier we've placed around the Hyperion; it isn't successful.

 

We don't have enough energy to affect the fight below us, though we know the outcome already. We feel a vague hostility, mixed with a heavy sorrow, as we share the knowledge. As the demon falls to earth, taking William with it, we move to shut down the portal once and for all. The battle is nearly ended, all that remains now is to clean up and heal our people.

 

The Slayers below, led by the God Illyria, attempt to move the dead demon off William; we look on, wishing we could offer assistance. But if we lose our focus on the portal now all of them will die.

 

The portal grows smaller, and sealing it takes all of our concentration now. The magicks that cooled the air, brought the rain, and opened a door into our dimension for the demons are fighting back; we're having trouble shutting them down. We manage to counteract pieces of the spells, setting things to rights a little at a time, but we're losing power. We don't have enough energy left to complete our task. We fight our fatigue and push all our focus into breaking apart the magicks resisting us, but it's obvious that we're not going to be able to finish this without help.

 

As we struggle to find more energy and work against the dark magicks filling the alley, one of the Slayers breaks away from the group and heads towards us. Before she gets here, one we sent away earlier comes and joins her energy to ours. The addition of the two Slayers, bound by a blood connection to one another, helps a great deal. They don't have great power, not the way we do, but they have enough to make us stronger. As our essences join, as we all work instinctively towards the goal of ending this battle, we realize our power is enhanced by our bonds. We are sisterly love, affection, attraction, and friendships old and new. It make us stronger than the dark magicks.

 

Illyria and the Slayers below finally throw the large demon away from the vampire and towards the portal. Knowing we need to finish this, we call out to the Slayers to go back to the Hyperion. Illyria, we allow to choose. She can stay in our dimension and work with the Slayers, or we can send her where she will be free to lead the demon hordes. We are surprised and grateful when she chooses to stay, and helps the other warriors inside.

 

Now there is one final step. We use the magicks that created the rain, and turn them into a wind. The air currents scoop up the piles of demon dead, and push them into the portal. When all that is left in the alley are scattered weapons and small puddles the wind didn't catch, we dissolve that casting all the way back to non-existence, and focus once again on the portal. Already it's breaking down, the destruction of the weather magicks weakening it, and it requires little effort now to push the portal back in on itself and dissolve it completely.

 

For several moments after the portal closes, we remain connected, standing pressed together in the clear, rapidly warming night. There's hardly a sound; the only movement in the streets and alleys around the Hyperion is made by humans emerging to tentatively explore their new safety. And, a few rats and mice.

 

Slowly, we step apart. We are tired, but euphoric in victory. Then, as we are easing apart, our mental connection snaps abruptly, as Willow collapses.

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Warning: This chapter includes more extreme violence & blood-n-guts than previous.  Also, there's some grown-up words.  If that bothers you, or you are too young to see those things in movies, please step away from the fic. 

Summary: The battle in the alley continues.

 

A/N: The timeline at the start of this chapter goes back to a few hours before the previous chapter ended.  I hope it's not too confusing. Edited 3/30/11, due to me finally realizing that I had two different characters in two places at once.  Why did no one tell me about this?


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I'm sure there must be quality fic out there somewhere that I haven't read.  I know there is; as a matter of fact there are stories I'm choosing not to start because I've been reading too many WIP's, and the plot lines are starting to blur together.  Still, I feel a lack of fic.  Is it just me, or is everyone working a little slow at the moment?

I include myself in the slowness.  FAA-14 feels like I've been working on it forever (it has been about 4 months) and I'm still not sure how much longer it'll take me to finish it.  I completed a short Christmas fic for Noel of Spike, and began another; but the second is currently a rare animal I am highly unfamiliar with (a Xander-narrated fic), and I'm not sure how it will turn out so I'm not committing to posting it.  And I'm still checking back in with my NaNoWriMo text every once in a while, just to keep the momentum going and make sure it doesn't languish on my hard drive for so long it gets lost again.

So, enough of me rambling; I just wanted to say that I feel fic deprived.  I'll go get back to work on making sure no one else feels that way.  *hugs flist*
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I was working on 'Spiderwebs' last night, which is the sequel to 'Fade Away Again'.   I'm glad that I was able to work on something, since I've been stalled for a while, but I really don't like how the story's going so far.  Which is not a good, because the plan was to start posting as soon as FAA is finished.  Provided, of course, FAA ever gets finished.  It's become the never-ending story.

So, the Spiderwebs issues.  I've been told that knowing why something is failing is a good step towards correcting the problem, so I'm just gonna write it out. Feel free to stop reading if you don't care about my issues.

1) There's some stuff after the battle in FAA, stuff not ready to be posted yet, that paves the way to the third story in the series (the one-shot, 'Hole in my Pocket' is the first, remember).  In FAA there are a couple of characters who will get to be very important people to Willow, and by extension Buffy and Spike, later on.  But because of the battle there's not a lot of room to develop those characters.  So, I'm trying to work that development in early in 'Spiderwebs'.  It's reading very awkwardly at the moment.

2) A backstory occurred to me after I'd already plotted the third and fourth stories.  I think it'll work really well for a lot of readers, as it involves Angel a lot more.  Angel was sort of persona non grata in this story previously.  But, it messes up the flow of where I put X scene and when Y needs to happen.

3) Writing Dawn.  I kinda suck at it, and it needs to be done here.  At least I saved myself from writing her in first person this time; then I'd have to kill myself.

4) One of the main themes in this story, which carries it over to the next one: Spike has friends, a support system, and a whole life of his own.  And I need to show that without being all heavy-handed "See, I'm SPIKE'S friend, not ANGEL'S friend, not BUFFY'S friend".  And I don't know how great a job I'm doing with that.  I feel like I'm doing too much telling, and not enough showing.

So, those are the points I need to work on, which are making 'Spiderwebs' a massive fail at the moment.  But, I wrote something last night.  That's a big yay!

Fic Update

Oct. 17th, 2007 01:56 pm
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 If you're reading anything I'm writing at the moment, and you don't wanna be spoiled; or you don't read my fic and don't give a rat's ass, don't bother looking under the cut. 



[personal profile] lilachigh  requested a drabble on the 5th (OMG, forever ago), and I hope to finish that by the end of the week.  I know where I need to get, just having a hard time getting there.

And, in my continuing tradition of starting things a million years before I ever begin posting them, I wrote two pages of the 4th story in the series that begins with 'Hole in My Pocket' and continues with 'Fade Away Again'.  And they're not the first two pages, either.  *sigh*

If anyone has some free time coming up, I'd appreciate it if you could take a look at FAA 14.  Just let me know if you have time, and I'll send you the small pile of crap I have currently.

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 I'm feeling much better, although the swelling is not completely gone.  I skipped out on my TV last night and let the DVR pick it up, so I have nothing interesting to say about any of the new shows.  The most interesting thing about today in general is that time has slowed to the top speed of molasses in Maine this time of year.  And that is SO not interesting. 

I was re-reading FAA the other day, because I'm desparately trying to finish it in a timely manner, and I need inspiration.  Have you ever gone back and read something you wrote, and couldn't quite believe you wrote that?  I was well into chapter 11 (which had a couple of issues I just noticed, and I need to repost it here) and I was like...'hold on, I wrote that?  Que?'  LOL.  It was a little surreal.  Or, I was woozy.

But, I am working on stuff, even though you're not seeing any new fiction here.  Hopefully by Friday I'll be in shape again.  If not, I'm gonna be mad.  Perhaps a drabble call is in order?  I'll have to think about it.

EDIT: F-ing asshat messed with the DVR so Heroes didn't record.  ARGH!!!  Off to watch at NBC.com.  Stupid ass hat.

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Is there anyone in Fade Away Again you really want me to kill off?  I'm not taking suggestions or anything; I know already who lives and dies.  I'm just wondering.  Because, you know, once the battle heats up, people get desperate.  And, I'm sure some of you are crossing your fingers for your favorite canon characters, begging 'take that new Slayer I don't like instead'.  Or possibly 'I never liked him/her on the show, just get rid of them already'.

So, any thoughts?
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Seriously; nothing.  I had half a sandwich, two more cigarettes, and a diet coke.  I've watched some TV.  I wrote a couple of sentences on FAA Ch 14.

That's pretty much it.  Having a boring moment.  Talk to me in half an hour.
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Chapter Summary: Willow makes a new friend. No Spuffy yet, but please stick with me.

Meredith )

Is Friday

Jun. 22nd, 2007 01:07 pm
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Other than writing, and on-again off-again hunt for white shoes, nothing much is going on.  Will be heading to Georgetown after work tonight; I forgot my Debit card at a bar last night, and I can look for shoes along the way.

I'm supposed to be going out with one of the roomies Saturday; we'll see how that goes.  It's always interesting to take people to new places.  I think I need to find a new place to dance on Saturdays, though.  The old favorite place is losing its glow.

Speaking of clubs: (You can skip this rant, if you like) We have Summer dress down Fridays.  Our dress code is very conservative, and there are specific jeans-day rules.  Several people are in violation of the dress code today, including the office manager.  I so want to take pictures and report their asses to the managing partner on his vacation.  Because, you know if I did it I'd be on the mat by now. I have no problems with girls dressing a little slutty to go out to clubs; that's perfectly normal and acceptable, if not always in the best taste.  But WHAT made you think it was a good idea to wear the jeans that show your ass crack and your tramp stamp to the office, especially with a sparkly top that's at least 1 size too small?  If you're trying to sleep with one of the lawyers, that's NOT the way to go about it.  Save the club clothes for the club. (/rant)

I'm so glad the week is over.  I thought about creating a new Friday song, but I just don't think i have it in me today.  I haven't been sleeping very well, so my brain is pretty much fried; I can write, and that's really about it.

Speaking of, I thought Chapter 13 of FAA was finished; come to find out it's not.  I went to work on it, and next thing I knew I was writing again.  Stupid characters.  Oh well, better a chapter that ends in the right place, I guess.
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Saturday's quote of the evening (with apologies to anyone and everyone who is in no way interested):  "The last thing I want to see at one of these events is a mostly naked 200 lb woman.  Maybe that makes me shallow, but I deserve to get what I want, damnit!"

Sunday I woke up surprisingly early, considering I didn't go to bed until well after 3.  Made a huge plate of eggs, vegged in front of the TV.  Did a LOT of vegging in front of the TV.  I had said, repeatedly and loudly, that I was not doing anything even vaguely resembling house or yard work on my special day, but ended up weeding the patio for a while just for fun.  What do you mean, weeding isn't fun?  Silly person.

Was bitten by a plot bunny around 9 or 10 last night, and stayed up far too late writing the prologue to a story I have no clue when I will be posting.  Another 'What If' story, and I already have the first 3 or 4 plotted out, so it'll be a while.  After 5 pages, it's already a bit gorey and depressing, which is a departure for me.  I'll be interested to find out how people respond to it.

And, in FAA news, chapter 13 is begun.  I'm not saying character death yet, as I can use all of the new characters into perpetuity, and I had kinda decided not to kill off any of the fang gang, but the possibility is there.  Because it's a battle, people will get injured.  It happened a couple of times in CH12, it'll happen again.  Buffy had the advantage of fighting very brief battles, for the most part.  Season 7, where most of the season was in a way part of the battle, there was more death and injury than in any other season.  That's the kind of battle this is; it's ongoing, and when you do anything dangerous for a long span of time, it increases the likelyhood of being injured.  So yeah, people get hurt, and might die.  Sorry.

Hoping I can get some stuff done at the office...

Madrid

May. 18th, 2007 02:47 pm
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Anyone been to Madrid, or know anything about the city, and if so, are you willing to let me pick your brain.  I've just realized that I know next to nothing about the city, and it's a huge setting/plot point in the FAA sequel (still unknamed).

Stupid Hank Summers, just had to move to Spain, didn't he?  Why not France; I know stuff about France.

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