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So, I'm a clothes horse compulsive shopper fashion guru person who likes clothes.  A lot.  So, since I work 14 hour days and don't have time to wander around stores, I signed up for lots of online shopping sites and mailing lists. 

A while back I bought some pants for work from Ralph Lauren, and now I get all kinds of random e-mails from them. Yesterday's random e-mail was to notify the universe at large that Ralph Lauren had been selected to design the US Olympic Team uniforms for 2010.

Now, as far as I'm concerned, this is the opposite of an exciting announcement.  I mean, he's done those silly outfits for the opening ceremonies for as long as I can remember.  Also, how many designers come to mind when you think about who would be selected to create clothes that scream 'USA' to the rest of the world?  There was competition?  This was a piece of intel worth filling my inbox with?


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I was expecting to write y'all a Christmas wrap-up today, in between getting a ton of work done at the office.  Instead, I have gotten nothing done.  Either work or LJ-wise

At some point I contracted a cold, and I can't breathe or concentrate, and generally feel like yuck today.  What with the getting of my monthly visitor on Friday, the dehydration from several days of wine drinking, the sweating from the abrupt switch to 60F temperatures yesterday, and the stuffyness from smoking too much this weekend, I didn't notice I was getting sick until this morning when I arrived at work. 

On the gift (receiving) front: I got the gold hoops I asked for, a case for my sewing machine, some gift certificates, and a couple of really pretty ornaments.  On the gift (giving) front: Mom loved her stuff, I got big reactions from my cousins to gifts I wasn't sure about (Yay!), but my father's gift was a total bust.  Unfortunately, even after I offered to convert the records to CD's for him, or allow him to return the thing, he seems stuck on what I thought he was going to do with it because he doesn't have an MP3 player.  I tried explaining the 'put the MP3's onto CD's using the computer' concept to him several times, but all I got was a blank look.  Oh, well.  I may just have to go and return it myself, and get him the more expensive version record-to-CD converter for early-Father's-Day and Christmas combined - or something.  At least that one he seems to understand.

In other news, I have two chapters of FAA on my laptop that I'm not really happy with, but that I feel compelled to post because I did such a bad job getting fic written and posted in 2008, and I want to do better in 2009.  I'm traveling for New Years (I think) so maybe I'll get some work done then.  Also, I need to find my account registration info for fanfiction.net, so I can update my page there.  It's got to be a year since I did that.

More later, now I need more coffee.
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They're just not in any format I can post here coherently.  I don't think.  But I'm going to try, because I feel damn guilty about bitching that there is nothing good to read online and then not posting anything.

As some or all of you may have noticed, I did jack on fanfic this weekend.  I didn't even take down the incorrect chapter that needs to be fixed because I did not even get THAT far.  The only good excuse (kinda) I have is that I have 10 pages of the next chapter completed.  Also, that I went with my sister-in-law to get registered to vote and then take pictures while she got her nose pierced.  Which was a great big rush and we were all giddy and excited...And then we were in and out of there in like, ten minutes.  It was kind of a let down.  It looks awesome, though.

I dog-sat this weekend; I believe I mentioned that here at some point.  I got invited out for game night, so I took the dog along with me.  That was pretty funny. He does this thing where he gets very territorial and over-protective, and forgets that he weighs about 18 pounds.  He decided to be territorial at game night; and not only at the wrong house, but a house with about 10 people and three other dogs in it.  Poor guy got ignored.

My father's last surviving aunt, and my mom's former boss of 18 years both passed away this week.  I think Mom was more upset about her former-bossman; or she was really weirded out by talking to his daughter.  Mom & Dad skipped his aunt's funeral, which was a surprise.  My Dad is one of those people who whether if he liked the person or not means more than what anyone else will say about his reactions, so I guess the funeral-skipping shouldn't have weirded me as much as it did.

Merae evidently discovered a few days ago that she had a chalkboard.  I think she's had it about 8 months, but she's just now really interested in it.  And, I learned something about 2 3/4 years old kids from this when I saw her Saturday.  She is incapable of drawing a circle smaller than her head.  I don't know if this is fairly typical for this stage of motor-skill-development, or if it's indicative of the lack of artistic talent in our family, but there you go.

Most of the things in this entry were not the ones I intended to write about when I started, so I'm going to quit while I'm ahead.  If I get mentally organized, I'll post again later.
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Thinking about that TV meme I posted just before this...

It made me realize how long it's been since I did an X-Files re-watch.  Mainly because I actually opened the episode summary for Jose Chung's 'From Outer Space' looking for the "You don't [die]" quote.  Which is, of course, from Clyde Bruckman's Final Repose.   

And Pusher.  How much do I love Pusher?!?  The "Ohio State University?" quote...I can not explain adequately how funny I find it.  For no good reason at all.  And I have been known to SOB when that tear runs down Scully's cheek.

Oh, and all things; I used to have that "You may be more open to things than you think...It's just a matter of what you do with it." quote up in my room along with Scully's picture.  I like that one because it makes no sense gramatically, but somehow it describes Scully perfectly. 

Yeah, so.  It's about time for a rewatch, I think.

Also, I used to watch Dynasty every week with my mother.  I got upset when she went out and we had to miss it (she wouldn't let me watch alone).  I realized today that I barely remember the show.  That's kinda sad.
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Some bad, bad person (yes, draconin, I'm talking about you!) has distracted me from my novel with West Wing fanfic!  I had no idea, until yesterday, that there was WWfic out there that was not teh suck.  And, who knew there were Leo-Ainsley shippers out there!  Where was I in 2002?  Was I really that obsessed with the Files, that I missed other perfectly good ships?

Umm, probably.

So, anyway, novel has been shafted in favor of L/A fic.  Because I have the concentration of a fruit fly.

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This weekend was busy.  Details, if you care.

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Not a lot went on this weekend.  I slept, medicated, drank lots of fluids, etc.  Caught up on my TV, watched football, did laundry.  Read a little bit of fic, including some oldies I hadn't seen in a while.  Managed to post a couple of comments today.  That's about it.

The swelling has gone down in my neck, for which I am grateful.  I now have a phlegm issue, but I can swallow, so that's better.  I even had some coffee today.  For those of you who know me, that was 4 days without coffee, and 5 without a cigarette including today.  I may just not go back to smoking, we'll see how it goes.  If I do quit, it'll be weird because as several friends have been trying and trying to quit, I was just like, 'eh, I'll do that at some point, whatever'.  Who knows, maybe this is 'some point'.  Anyway, 5 days without my glorious stimulants, and although I did have a couple of mild fits of temper, I have yet to have any serious anxiety or to kill anyone in a fit of rage.  This is good.  

Once I'm not sick, and my stamina and concentration are back up, we'll have the true test: can I write like this?

Itchy

Aug. 14th, 2007 04:48 pm
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So, the evil I mentioned yesterday, turned out to be poison ivy.  In a big way.  As in, they sent me home from work, fearing I would infect the whole office.  I can barely use my left hand, the swelling is so bad, and that's after mineral baths, alcohol rub, benadryl, and several applications of calamine lotion.  And, I never even saw the sneaky bastard plant that infected me!

Okay, so I'm starting to see their point about infecting the whole office.

Anyway, I've been sleeping since I got home, due to the benadryl.  Which means I'll probably be up all night.  I may not be back here, though; the pain is just too much to justify typing.

Edit:  Thanks to everyone for the kind words and good wishing.  There has been some speculation that I was actually infected by a sumac tree, not poison ivy.  The doctor didn't do any tests to figure it out, just labeled it a 'severe allergic reaction to a chemical irritant' and treated it as such.  Evidently plant allergies fall into the same treatment category as man-made chemical allergies.
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Cell reception is very bad here. I worry.

Edit: Yeah, so once we were in our seats, and I tried to post and realized I had no reception, I panicked a little. Meaning, we walked a quarter of the way around the outside of the building, looking for better reception, so I could post, and then I was a bit late posting because of that.

So, then I sent this, just in case.

The Plan

Jul. 27th, 2007 10:44 am
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I've decided to develop a plan for Blogathon; so I don't sit there wondering what the heck to write about the entire 24 hours.  That would get old.  Also, I'm going to see the White Stripes (!!!) with [profile] mymagritteon Saturday night, so I had to figure out the 'posting while away' thing.

Here's what I've got:

Some of my Buffy friends had mentioned that I never posted early chapters of my story Fade Away Again here.  Which is true.  There's a link to fanfiction.net, but I just haven't gotten around to putting all the chapters here for your convenience.  So, I'll start that today, and finish during my early-morning posts tomorrow.

While I'm posting old fic, I'll be writing new fic and watching movies.  So, you'll get at least one movie review, a little rant on my Friday night, and maybe some new un-betaed fic.  If you're not a Buffy person, don't be too scared off; keep checking in throughout the day, I'll post about other stuff.

I'll devote a little time early afternoon to talking about NF.

I'll post via text message from the concert; possibly with pics and sound clips (we'll see how well I figure my phone out tonight). When I get home, you'll get a concert wrap-up.

No clue what to post about overnight.  Maybe another movie?  I'll probably be writing fic, and/or listening to music. About this time, things will likely get silly.

Maybe some more shilling for NF, Inc.

At 9am Sunday, I sleep.

Is Friday

Jun. 22nd, 2007 01:07 pm
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Other than writing, and on-again off-again hunt for white shoes, nothing much is going on.  Will be heading to Georgetown after work tonight; I forgot my Debit card at a bar last night, and I can look for shoes along the way.

I'm supposed to be going out with one of the roomies Saturday; we'll see how that goes.  It's always interesting to take people to new places.  I think I need to find a new place to dance on Saturdays, though.  The old favorite place is losing its glow.

Speaking of clubs: (You can skip this rant, if you like) We have Summer dress down Fridays.  Our dress code is very conservative, and there are specific jeans-day rules.  Several people are in violation of the dress code today, including the office manager.  I so want to take pictures and report their asses to the managing partner on his vacation.  Because, you know if I did it I'd be on the mat by now. I have no problems with girls dressing a little slutty to go out to clubs; that's perfectly normal and acceptable, if not always in the best taste.  But WHAT made you think it was a good idea to wear the jeans that show your ass crack and your tramp stamp to the office, especially with a sparkly top that's at least 1 size too small?  If you're trying to sleep with one of the lawyers, that's NOT the way to go about it.  Save the club clothes for the club. (/rant)

I'm so glad the week is over.  I thought about creating a new Friday song, but I just don't think i have it in me today.  I haven't been sleeping very well, so my brain is pretty much fried; I can write, and that's really about it.

Speaking of, I thought Chapter 13 of FAA was finished; come to find out it's not.  I went to work on it, and next thing I knew I was writing again.  Stupid characters.  Oh well, better a chapter that ends in the right place, I guess.

Hey kids!

Jun. 13th, 2007 10:28 am
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What's going on?  I haven't done a personal update in a while, due to the nothing-much-going-on factor, but I thought I'd jump on and ramble a bit anyway.  (Mildly upsetting family thoughts ahead, you've been warned.)

The house is looking put together again after the party and the moving in, but like everything, it's a process.  The roomies went shopping on Monday while I was at work, and picked up shades for the living room.  No more glare on the TV screen!  Very exciting.

I've been thinking about family a lot lately; with one roomie's sister being so sick, my brother having spent the better part of three years away with the Army, and my parents getting older it's probably inevitable.  I'm in a weird situation with my family; or maybe not so weird, depends on who you ask, I guess.  

My Mom's been married to my Dad since I was 3, but she didn't give birth to me and I haven't lived with them consistently.  She's still much more of a mother to me than the woman who did give birth to me, even though I do have a few good memories of my biological mother, enough to think of her as 'Mom' too, sometimes.  My baby brother is biologically my step-brother, and I know my biological mother has at least one other son, but when people ask if I have siblings, I say, "I have one brother".  Because, as far as I'm concerned, that's what I have.  One brother, who I visited in the hospital when he was born with my grandparents, who I fought with like tigers when we were little, who is now actually a friend.  I don't have that relationship with anyone else, not even my cousins, who I am also close to.

It feels like there are a lot of loose ends with my family; who is 'real' family, who should I put up with because they're blood relations, even if they're not nice people, or I don't know them well.  Still, I like to think that as we all get older, these things will be less important than the fact that we love each other, and nothing will happen to keep us out of touch.

Sorry, I'm all wallow-y.  I'll stop now.  This whole thing just got stuck in my brain, along with some other assorted crap that I don't want to get into here, and I needed to let it out.  Please excuse the ventilation.
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Okay, I posted once before about this, a few months ago, but it was buried in a much longer post.  So, I'm gonna try again; because other than Kate (thanks!), I've heard no other thoughts.

Now, with the notable exception of Amy in rat form, no one on Buffy had a pet.  But, after Chosen, when they are spread to far corners of the world without their friends and family, I picture them getting animals.  I am not taking into account the comics, FYI.  Here are my thoughts in that direction; let me know what you think.

Buffy & Dawn:  They never had pets, but I picture Joyce as one of those moms who fed stray cats, and let you go up to random dogs at the park.  I'd say they're ambivalent.  They'd be happy to play with or take care of an animal if a boyfriend or roommate brought one around, but would not actively acquire their own pet.  Although, Dawn seems more cat person, and Buffy more into dogs.

Xander:  I think without his friends, and after the loss of Anya, Xander wants something to take care of, that needs him.  It might not be a traditionally affectionate pet, like a dog or cat, but I do see him seeking an animal companion.  My thought right now is a snake, or a bird of some kind.  He'd probably get a parrot, because he'd think that was funny.

Willow:  Without her parents and roommates there to say no, Willow would likely have animals.  She liked having Amy around, and Miss Kitty Fantastico.  They might be strays, or her own, but I think Willow will find some type of furry creatures to care for.  And, possibly a lizard.

Giles:  Faced with being the new head of the Watcher's Council, or even a high-ranking member of the surviving Watchers, I don't think Giles would seek out a pet.  Of course, if the 'Council House', or wherever they are now that the old place blew up, had a cat wandering around, I think he would pet it.  And possibly give it milk.

Spike:  You just know he's a closet animal lover. Spike's personality seems so feline to me, that I can't picture him with a cat.  That might not makes sense to anyone but me; but it would almost be like having another him hanging about.  Spike, to me, is a dog guy.  And not a 'toy dog' guy, or a guy who would get a really cute dog like a golden retriever to attract women.  I picture him with a bulldog or mastiff mutt mix.

Angel: Now, here's a cat guy. Short hair, though. He wants a pet, so he'll feel needed, but nothing too pressuring; dogs need to be walked, after all.  A cat would do it's own thing, then curl up in his lap while he read Kierkegaard, or Niche, or whatever.  And he'd never have to admit it was his; he could say he got it for the group.  The cat wouldn't cling.  And, if it caught a mouse, you know he'd be proud.

Faith:  Yeah, I can't picture Faith with a pet.  Maybe a dog?  But, not right now.  She needs to mature more.  I'd put her in the Buffy and Dawn ambivalent category.  If Robin got a dog (you know he's a Labrador guy), she'd probably ignore it.

So, thoughts?

*Sigh*

May. 3rd, 2007 04:30 pm
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So far today, my boss stalked me on my break, so she could corner me and bitch about her boss in CA; someone asked me to have a machine fixed, then when I asked them to describe what was wrong they said "what do you mean 'what's wrong with it?', it's broken"; and my favorite; I have to come in at 7:30 tomorrow and set up a breakfast, because the head of housekeeping is going to stay home with her sick granddaughter.

Frustrating, but on the whole not bad.  Although, I do seem to have more trouble on days like today, where my boss clings to me.  I AM NOT A BLANKY!  GO AWAY!  Stop calling, e-mailing, walking by my desk, following me into the lunch room and sitting with me, and following me out on my breaks.  I don't need a babysitter, you don't need any more kids, get the HELL out of my face.

Sorry.  *endrant*

SQUEE!!!

Apr. 27th, 2007 02:15 pm
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Just when I was starting to get really depressed that no one other than me would care if I ever finished FAA...Hits at fanfiction.net jumped from around 900 the last time I checked in, to almost 2500!  Thanks so much to everyone who is reading/recing this story, it means a lot to me that people are showing interest in it.  That said, a few more reviews would not be amiss.  You know who you are, people who never review (jk).   Also, squishes to Death Phoenix at ff.net, for adding my buffyverse fic to her C2 community.

Also, much love at the moment to the wonderful people who make Ben & Jerry's possible, and the nice cooks at the buffet on the corner for making the greasy-but-yummy spinach lasagna today.  Yeah, I've lost all hope for my diet this week.  Better luck Monday.  

And, who knew 10 pounds would be so friggin' hard to lose?  The last time I actually focused, and dieted, I lost 60, and it wasn't all that hard.  The 10 I gained back just don't seem to want to leave.  And, to be fair, I actually gained back a little over 15, but I'm older now, so I figure I only need to lose 10.  I'll stop talking about this now, because you either don't care, or you've heard this rant 20 times in the last month.

Oh, and I finished an entire book yesterday.  It wasn't long, or very challenging, but it made me happy to read something that I just ripped right through, that I couldn't put down, that I really enjoyed.  Other than fanfic.  It was another cheesy romance novel, but it surprised by being well written, having character development, keeping things at a realistic pace for the way a RL relationship develops, and having characters who were strong without being stereotypes.  The plot was a bit contrived; but it's a romance novel, there are only so many miracles you can expect. 

Weirdness

Apr. 26th, 2007 06:54 am
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Last night before bed, I went looking for my pj's, so I could change.  Not on the bed, not on top of my dresser...Where were they?  In my desk drawer.  Why?  No clue.  I couldn't for the life of me remember how they got there.

This morning after my shower, I came and plopped down at my desk, to check the weather report before I got dressed, and I put my pj's back in the desk drawer.  Luckily, I realized what I was doing, and moved them to my bed.  But it makes me wonder; how long do you have to do something before it becomes a habit?  Will it take me a few more mornings, wandering around half asleep, to remember that I'm supposed to drop my nightware on the bed, before I go to my desk?  (Yeah, I check the weather at the National Weather Service every morning, so?)  Or, will I be done now that I've noticed the odd behavior?
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Happy 10:13!!!

Reader's Circle tonight!  It's fun, it's exciting, it's books!  And, yeah, could I be any more geeky?

I stayed home yesterday, due to a sore throat that made speaking my least favorite activity.  My glands are no longer swollen, though, so I'm back in the saddle at work today.  Still not sure if it's allergies, or a cold, or some type of infection; but it seems to be healing itself, so I can avoid the doctor if the swelling is completely gone by tomorrow.

I'm still slogging through the same gothic novel I've been reading on and off for a couple of months; now with a haunted castle!  I also took some time out from reading that to reorganize my printed-out fanfic, and read an extreeemely trashy romance novel, that was so bad I will not be discussing it tonight.  One of those jobs where there is no character development, and the plot is too derivitave to be taken seriously in any way.  It had a plot like swiss cheese; for example, one of the main characters gets shot at, and doesn't tell anyone, or worry about it, or bother to take any interest in figuring out who shot at him. It kinda made me sad, because I've read other books by the same author that I thought were really creative, plot-wise.  Next up, HP revisited.  That should have me finishing book 6 right around the time book 7 gets delivered.

And, as an added bonus, concert! after the book meeting.  One of our original members is in a band, and they're having their first show tonight, so we will all stick around and applaud wildly.

It seems silly to do a 'weekend update' on Wednesday, so I'm gonna skip it.  It was a weekend, I had fun, I wish it was still a weekend.  'Nough said.  There will most likely be a happy hour tomorrow, and some other activities for the coming weekend.

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When the world seems to say,
Happy Friday!
To you and me.

Okay, so not my best work in re-writing song lyrics, but it fits.  I forget the author's name at the moment, but there's a wonderful fic out there called "Better to Give Than to Receive", a christmas Spuffy, featuring love poems re-written.  I'm always incredibly impressed with the work on the poems when I read it.  You should check it out; I believe it's at Spuffy Realm, and possibly BSV.  Those are the two I frequent most, so it must be one of them.  For some reason Vampire's Kiss hasn't been loading correctly on my home computer, so I only read there now-a-days if it's a story/author who doesn't post anywhere else.

I'm temped to try my hand at this; either with poems or songs, but I'm gonna pass for now.  Maybe after I finish a few things.

Oh, and my beta kinda freaked when I told her I was writing a Sparla fic, so if anyone is available/interested, let me know.  I don't have much done, but I think it could use another set of eyes.  Some things I'm prepared to post un-beta-ed, some not so much.  That one is falling under not so much, at the moment.  I think it's because the sex is a bit more graphic than I usually write, and I get worried about making it seem sensual and accurate to both biology and the characters.

I have a huge problem writing NC-17 stories (although, certainly not reading them, LOL).  I've read so many, with really beautiful writing, that I don't want to be derivative.  And it seems like everything's been done.  With Spuffy, I've ended up skimming over the action, much the way I used to with my X-Files stories.  I think with two vampires, though, where the sex is more about...Well, sex...Than love or romance, a bit more detail is needed.

My muse seems to be on her way back from vacation; I'm busting out all over with ideas right now.  One is based on a Bloodshedverse challenge, the other just popped up like a little bunny, and isn't showing any signs of running away.  I'm not sure if it'll ever get written, as it involved Giles and voyeurism, but I never thought I'd get all into writing Spike/Darla either, so who knows.

Enough ranting, off to work now.  Latah!
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I really meant to buy the Buffy comics.  I got all excited about them existing.  And then, RL got in the way.

I saw a posting in one of the forums I visit that refered to it as 'canon-fanfic', which is exactly how I feel about it.  It's not true canon, because it's not on TV.  Period.  Although, I do confess to using the original movie as canon sometimes.  But, we were talking about the comics.  Joss is writing them, so they're canon.  Yet, they're not.  It's like Joss writing fanfic.  Which I'm okay with.  That's also exciting; now that he doesn't need to worry about production values, actors and their salaries, etc., he can do a lot of things with the characters that he might not have been able to do before.

All of that said...I missed the publication date of the first comic, by enough that the second is already out.  And I have to say, that as far as the spoilers go, I'm dissapointed.  We'll have to re-evaluate this next week, when I have a chance to read the first two comics.

When I write these entries, I like to have a point.  Or, at least a begining and end point.  I feel like this is just a little blurb floating in space, no relation to anything else, of no true value to the LJ community...

* Existential Crisis *

Okay, I think I'm better now.  What I've been thinking about, is cross-promotion; books that spawn movies, movies that spawn TV series, or vice versa.  I've never read any books based on movies or TV shows, I tend to see a lot of movies based on books I enjoyed, though.  And I'm not a huge comic person, although I've seen a good 2/3 of the comics-based movies that came out in the last 5 years.  

Why did I get so excited over the Buffy Comics?  Because Joss is working on them.  And, even if I never fully consider them canon, and even if they suck and I stop buying them at some point, that makes them worth noticing.  That the creator of the Buffy-verse still has ideas and input for those characters after all this time, says a lot for the verse, the fandom, and its creators.  I think it's impressive, which is why I'm gonna actually go out and buy comic books.

My ten year old self is mocking me with much glee.

Welll...

Apr. 4th, 2007 10:46 am
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Not much happening yet today.  A couple of updates that made me happy to see, and some friend posts from yesterday that didn't hit until after I left the office.  All were good reading.

Last night I got most of my books back at home on their shelves, but got tired and gave up before I could start the non-fiction, which means rather than boxes of books, there are now individual books all over the dining room.  Still, I should have use of the table by the weekend, which was my goal.  It also helps, in terms of having space for everything, that some books will go up in my room, while others are in the dining room, and still others head to the built in shelves in the living room.  Hopefully, it'll be months before I start whining about needing bookshelves again.

The kitchen counter is still too full of stuff to put the microwave in it's new permanant home, and my very cool and functional bathroom shelf is laying in the hallway, but I'm making progress.

I've discovered a couple of missing books, and an absent set of dishes, as well as a couple of things I'm pretty damn sure aren't mine.  Especially the broiler pan.  I never bought one, and I don't remember Kate buying it, but I do know she was the only one that used it, being the meat-eater.  How it ended up with me is anybody's guess.

Cable installed today!!!  I'll be able to watch TV when I get home!!!  Weeee!!!

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