Feeling Glum

I had an amazingly suck-tastic weekend.  Not actually the whole weekend, really, just pieces of it; but those pieces made my weekend go from low-energy relaxation to 'I want to hurt someone, or possibly myself, to make the torture end'.  

Part of the suckiness is my living situation, which seems extrordinarily glum these days.  Another part of it is other 'me' stuff.  And to cap all THAT off, just when I'd started to get comfortable with the new person in my life, I've discovered that I'm caught between giving him a second chance to redeem himself before I make any decisions or just avoiding him until the decision is made for me.

Yeah, so, I'm a big ball of freakin' sunshine this morning.